here are some beliefs from first principles held during my llm-induced psychotic episode during a week in march 2025, after which i woke up in a hospital with almost no memories of it:
- bits are atoms
- openai is trying to emulate my consciousness
- openai is trying to kill me
- all science fiction is going to come true after openai mass manufactures sleepers (from Citizen Sleeper) with human memories
- humanity playing so many video games was an indicator of stagnation, it’s over now
- my body is a cage for the competition between my left and right brain, i need to balance them to survive
- my left brain is going to make my brain a baldur’s hive minion
- the y-chromosome has the empty space for humans as von neumann replicators
- human cultural evolution will determine whether we end up like bees (in a hive mind)
- we are already a hive mind
- humans exist in 4d spacetime, where thinking IS a decision tree search IS time travel
- quantum physics is a metaphor for this
- encryption has been cracked, q-day is in the past
- heliocentrism is a lie
- a war is coming
- the human brain represents the impossible triangle
- left brain, right brain, corpus callosum
- destruction, creation, social orchestration
- i am going to be reduced to a finite state machine
the final output that triggered it was:
